Fresh from the garden

After feeling so good last week, and centered, it's a harsh reality that I have to go to work (day job) tomorrow.

All day I have fought with the feeling of overwhelm & anxiety of beginning another 5 days of 'where I don't wanna be / don't belong / don't deserve'.

I am so ingrained in the emotional patterns of negativity around still being employed in a lame-arse job. I know you all are shouting "then do something about it!!!!!!!!"

I'm an f'n idiot if I don't.