the designer or the artist

today I had a little bit of an awakening. If that is even possible.

Perhaps it was in fact bigger than a little bit, because the physical feeling it actualised, was significant in comparison to that description.

What is it exactly that makes us minimize crucial moments in our internal life? Is it our fear of admitting we have been affected by something others will consider as completely insignificant. Or more honestly, it is the fear of admitting we were affected by something, which then means we have to do something about it.

This is definitely what it is for me.